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I live in the state of constant confusion. Its the state colored blue on the map. And yes I can find any place on the globe, its all color cordinated! (duh)Asia is pink, England is green and France ....well France felt they were soo much better than everone else they have become their own planet.

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

I must be seeing things.

I have been trying to loose weight for sometime. I have tried all kinds of things through the years but I have finally done it. I got on the scale last week and saw my weight, and I told myself if I see it again next week then I will know it is true. Well, I got on the scale again and it is offical, I am at 203! I have not seen that number in.....I dont know when! I know I really need to start with the working out now, I have become such a loafer when it come to that. I just dont have the motivation yet, it is just a mental block that I have to break out of.
The wife has been doing well with her working out, so now I have to get my ass in gear. I want to tighten up and it wont happen by sitting infront of the tv or computer. I am going to aim for tonight as being my first step, getting the old Chuck Norris muscle machine out and dusting it off. I used to use that thing all the time now I just stare at it, well I think its time to put down the games and the pointless internet surfing.
I have my diet down pat now the next step to get back into my workout. I am going back to the curicut training, it is fast and probably the most effective way to get where I want to be. I just have to watch the eating, exercise increases the appetite like no tomorrow! And the old me would just eat and say I would burn it off later at the gym. Old habits die hard but I have not gotten all this way to start packing it back on!

The wife is going away with a friend for 4 days starting this Friday, and I dont know what to do with myself lol. I will probably go out on Saturday night with some friends and on Sunday if the weather is nice I will take the kids to the park or beach. We will see how things go.

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

Let the healing begin.....

School is out for the summer so lets see if I can tame at least that part of the beast that has been paluging me. Many of the issues I have been having are starting to work themselves out. I am still trying to find an outlet, I am going to see if I can go to the rock climbing place on Thursday, we shall see. I really want to start that up again, I am making plans to go out just to see where this place is at, how much and so on. I never got to the point where I was actually capable of going on a real outing, and I would love to be able to do so this year.

I got my final grades back, all f-ing A's! Business, Art and Finance all A's, I must say that was some of the most stressful grades thus far. I am hoping for a better semester in the fall, maybe this time around with me and my meds I can keep the stress of the work load down.

I am now a Master Mason with the Free Masons at the LaFayette Lodge #27 in Rahway, NJ. I still have one more thing I have to do but it is going to be much easier than the other two! Below you will see a group photo of all the guys, I am on the bottom row, second to the last on the left. And on a personal note, the suit I was wearing that night was the same one I wore to the wife's Xmass party. I will admit it was rather snug at her party but that night I was almost loose! I have gone down 20lbs and it feels damn good! I got my eating in check now I have to get back to the old exercising which I have had no motivation for, but I have too one way or another.




I am slacking off big time with many things but I think I am getting back into the grove of my life again. I am looking forward to a few up coming events:

  • Going to Florida to visit the brother
  • Getting to met a blogging buddy that is supposed to be coming up to the NJ/NY area.....Sheila
  • I have been saving up money to get more work done on my sleeve.
  • Getting back to climbing/hiking
  • Going to CA. in October for a kid free vacation...yes kid free!
  • And spending time with the family in the great outdoors.

I am sick of the cold, the wet and rainy weather. I am soooo looking forward to get outside it isnt even funny!